Holy Fuck-A-Moly

As promised, Mandi and I took a little roadtrip to find my first rotation site that starts tomorrow. I looked up my mapquest directions and we were ready to kick it.

First, we made a stop at the OG for some soup, salad and breadsticks. That in itself was a interesting time. No joke the waitress asked me like 3 times if I wanted a box for my left over soup. For some odd reason I passed all 3 times.

So then we finally get on our way. Mind you this is my first time driving this close to the city...I go no further on I-88 than Highland Ave (that's Mike's job...hehe). First of all, let me tell you the directions even sounded a little cracked out before we started. Well we had some bad luck.....our first wrong turn.....lead us to nearly O'Hare Airport before we could get ourselves turned around. I was a little disappointed Mandi didn't let me take a stroll through the O'Hare airport terminals just for fun on the way by. Then our directions had us taking a left turn when there were no lefts.....even better that road didn't even exist........nor the next one on my directions. Somehow even with never finding those 2 roads we ended up at a road on my directions. We thought that was fan-titty-tastic! Then we did finally find the road that the site was on.......only to come to a dead end of an industrial park. When we turned around (on that very same road) we weren't even on the same road name. WTF right? Well somehow without us knowing the road forked and we took the wrong "prong". We did end up finding my site after a little over an hour of fun. We sat in the parking lot for awhile soaking up the glory of actually being there...and then continued soaking up (not glory this time) pee knowing we somehow had to find our way back.

Mandi looked at the map like a champ and came up with a better way home. Oh yea......it took us only 15 mintues to get back. Then we were off to grocery shopping, since I have to fed myself now with no help from Chartwells (the on-campus cafeteria). I even had a make a lunch for tomorrow! CRAZINESS!

Anyway, shortly after I got home, Kevin was online and I was telling him about the mis-advanture. Only for him to tell me that he had a rotation (back in the day at Drake) there and it was super easy to get there. So he gave me some stellar directions (I'm crossing my fingers that they don't suck since it's avoiding the expressways). Where was Kevin eariler when I needed him, huh??

Wish me luck on my very first day of being a grown-up and going to my very first rotation. Wow...did I never think this day would be here. I don't think it's hit me yet. Maybe it will tomorrow around 10am.

"Spring Break"

So I didn't really get a Spring Break this year because of rotations, but I still made the best of it. Mike took two days off work and we enjoyed a long weekend together.

We went up to Minnesota to see my sister, two neices, Buster the dog, and Bill. This was the first time I got to see my new neice Madelyn (6 weeks old). She is so beautiful I never wanted to put her down. After I made Mike hold her (he was scared to "break" her) he fell in love too. We had a great time up there relaxing and spending some much needed family time. It was great helping my sister with the kids, but it was a HUGE dose of birth control....hehe. Megan is still in love with Mike... no surprise there. While we were there, my sister hinted at the fact that she wants to put Mike and I (after we get our lives set) as "legal guardians" of Megan and Madelyn in case anything ever happens to her and Bill. I was completely honored!!! (even though it's kind of a morbid thought)
---PICTURES BELOW!!!

Saturday afternoon, Mike and I took off to the Dells to spend a relaxing fabulous night together to end the weekend. We had a delicious super FATTENING dinner at Houlihans after getting situated in our hotel room. We found out our hotel had a free shuttle to Ho Chunk Casino so of course we had to check it out. It was HUGE! I, of course, lost $60 pretty quickly. I didn't mind the $20 I put into the "Price is Right" slots, since Rod Rodie and PINKO rock, but the $40 I lost in 30 seconds at blackjack....oh I was pissed. Mike kept on winning all night, but he won pretty big (to me anyway) after I left for a bit.....I guess I'm bad luck at the ole casino. I came back to him up to $150 at the "wheel of fortune" slots. I instantly told him to cash out. At the end, he was up $200....that lucky bastard. So I put on the sad face and asked if I could have my $60 back...he gave me the $60 but not without reminding me every 20 seconds how nice he was to do that. haha. OF COURSE IT WAS TOTALLY NICE.....but I wouldn't have had it any other way.

So after that craziness we went back to our room to enjoy our whirlpool suite with Martain Melon bubbles and slept in.

We enjoyed some Denny's Sunday morning before heading back to his homestead. When we got back we had some good times playing a little bit of Mario Carts, took a nap, ate dinner and I headed out to come back to hell (I mean school).

I pulled into the parking lot at school only to see TONS of empty parking spots, which only reminded me that hey all those other bastards are on spring break........grrrr.

Can't wait for my rotation orientation tomorrow all day.....but then Mandi and I are roadtriping to our rotation sites to be sure we can find them on Tuesday. Good times ahead!!!

Mike and Madelyn Bonding 

Mike Fixing Megan's Hair 

Megan, Madelyn, and Me 

Pictures From The Anniversary Extravaganza!!!

BEWARE.....all pictures of me are scary....haha.......that's what happens

when you've had one too many!

Goose, Me (drunk), and Cadillac Bob

Another Great Picture!

Tonya and Don -- tell me if you want this off here! But I think you both are sexy!

The Best Picture of ALL times!

Me and Amy's brother

Happy One Year Since Meeting Picture!

Me and Mike (hat is still intact)

Celebrity Siting!

I know I was going to wait and write a real post after finals but writing a post sounded like a lot more fun than studying!

So let's start with Friday ---> yep did nothing like we do every week....I love it. Mike whipped us up some stellar tacos while I studied for my pharmacokinetics final.

Saturday....oh Saturday the One Year Meeting of Mike and I Anniversary Extravaganza!!! Tonya and Don met us around 5:00pm to go get dinner at The Anchor. We all enjoyed the cheapest yummiest food in the universe. Tommy graced us with his presence, and was actually very nice to me. We left there around 7-ish for the festivities at Vroom since there was Karaoke before the concert. I'm not going to lie I was a little nervous about the drama that could occur. Two seconds after we all walked into the bar the husband of the owner of the bar shook Mike and I's hand as if he was apologizing about Amy's drama she tried to create. Amy was bartending when we got there....trust me a smile was plastered on my face the whole time. We all ordered a drink and began to get our party on. Mike entertained us with a couple of Kid Rock renditions as usual. Then before we knew it Jeni arrived and was stationed by the back door and womens bathroom to card people. I guess she was working just for the night there or something. It was kind of fun to see them both working while I was drinking, hanging with cool ass people, having a stellar time and I could actually SEE and enjoy the band. HAHAHA..that sucks. It was nice knowing that I could pretend like I didn't even know them and not once did I feel bad or wish none of this had happened. Amy nor Jeni created any drama ----> thanks for taking the knives out of my back for one night! That was super of yas!!!

So we're drinking it up having good ole times with Goose, Bob, Leo, endless other people and even Amy's brother believe it or not. The whole night the husband of the owner was buying Mike beers everytime he saw Mike. Thanks for the eariler drama Amy that saved us lots of money :)

Then out of no where this seriously ugly ass crazy girl starts pulling on Mike's brand new cowboy hat. She wouldn't stop....it was like she was on something freak'n out. Mike tries to push her away without beating the shit out of her. He turns to me and says "I don't even know her"and I told him his hat was all ripped in the front. So Mike continues to yell at her and she runs away. Next thing we know this huge lady comes walking towards us with ugly ass crazy girl. Seriously this lady looked just like Wynona Judd...the big red hair and all. I was thinking oh great Mike's going to get killed by Wynona. I was pissed that this ugly ass crazy girl starts some shit for no reason then has to run and get help before I kicked her ass. I wasn't backing down....I was giving ugly ass crazy girl and Wynona the "don't fuck with me or I'll choke you" eyes. Well it turns out Wynona was just coming over to apologize for her "friend" and asked what really happened. So Mike tells her and she feels really bad about it. And no lie here folks...Wynona who could easily have eaten me......tells Mike that she was scared of me and wouldn't fuck with me. Then Wynona continues to talk to Mike and I on and off for the rest of the night. WHICH WAS COMPLETELY ANNOYING! I should have given her the "look" again or something. Oh well....Mike's hot and celebrities want him what can I say.

To wrap things up....great times were had!!! I'm super glad Tonya and Don made it and also had great times. They even got some drama just not where I warned them it would be coming from. Boy... do I deliver....glad I didn't disappoint you guys!

Sunday nothing happened......just a little shopping and I went home early to study for finals.

The END!

Push Button ----> Receive Bacon

If only this was real....geez how I heart Bacon!


This is a classic! I know everyone wants to know how my weekend went, but I'm studying for finals and that post will take more time to write then finding a hilarious picture. So enjoy the picture until I have time.

But in short it was a rather successful weekend with minimal drama.

What a GLORIOUS Day the Lord Has Made!

This could be the happiest day of my life yet!

That's right folks...

I just attended my last pharmacy school classroom lecture EVER! It's been six years of hell and I can finally feel the benefits I've reaped! Just knowing that I'll never have to sit in class ever again poking my eyes out is GLORIOUS! Then next week after my three finals....I'LL NEVER HAVE TO TAKE ANOTHER FINAL IN MY LIFE!!!! That's even more GLORIOUS! I don't think the NAPLEX and the MPJE counts as finals...those are the state boards...they just determine the rest of my life (my PharmD)...hehe! Who cares that's over a year away. I'm going to bask in the glory of here and now.

I NEVER THOUGHT THIS DAY WOULD COME! YIPPY YIPPY YIPPY!!!

Immaturity SOARS to a New Level

Wow wow wow...

So Amy text mails Mike tonight to let him know that she didn't know if we planned on coming to Vroom this weekend but he's welcome but I will not be let in for the drama I'll cause.

So I told Mike to take a trip to Vroom and talk to the owners since I was sure it was a empty threat. Well it was. The owners just said that they knew that I hate Amy and that I'm more than welcome to come this weekend.

Amy-
Nice try you fat fucking bitch. I guess you really proved just how psycho you are. GOOD WORK! That should be a sign you need some real fucking help and a life when you start making shit up like that. So go grab a bottle of wine, because you're going to be seeing me smiling at you and laughing my ass off at you all night long!

Happy Valentines' Day!

I heart you and Chuck Norris!



A Valentines' Day Treat!

Good Times

Tonight was Karen's Jewerly Party. Nothing like yummy wine, chocolate covered strawberries and lucious jewerly. I ended up buying a little too much but it was necessary. I now own the hottest pink and brown necklace in the world. Thanks Karen :)

After the party was over Karen, Lizzette and I hung out and talked about our guys. It was good times, and it ended up being almost 10:00 before I left. I'm glad lately I've been able to put school more on the back burner and have some fabulous girl time. It was much much needed.

Tomorrow will just be another day for me *sniffle sniffle*...just kidding. I already got to celebrate V-day all weekend long...not just for one day. I have another final on Wednesday anywho, so that would have been on my mind ruining an acutal on Valentines' Day celebration.

Plus I'm super super excited for this weekend. Mike and I are somewhat re-creating the day we met one year ago. We'll again be at Vroom in Edgerton rock'n it out to Madison County just like the day we met. Tonya and Don will be joining us for this joy-ous occasion. Hopefully Andrea and Ehren can make it as well at Beth and Jessie.

Cause for Celebration

I truly had a glorious weekend!

Mike and I celebrated Valentines' Day the second he walked in the door on Friday (if you know what I mean). Also he loved his sex toy party presents....I had no doubt that he would. He beautifully wrapped up my victorias secret stuff I picked out, which was totally surprising that he even wrapped them. Then he surprised me with another gift. He got me the most gorgeous three diamond necklace. It almost made me cry. He truly is the best boyfriend ever.

After all the gift jazz, we took off to Dave and Busters. We had a great time. I even beat him on the snowmobile game...yippy! The best part was playing shuffle board on the longest shuffle board in the world. Heidi and I played against Mike and Blake. We let the boys win...haha.

Saturday we made a journey to my homestead. I was sad my parents were in MN visiting Michelle, Megan and the new baby Madelyn, but Mike and I are going up the end of February.

It was totally relaxing being at home and no one there. We even made time to see Missy, which it was great to see her.

I sent Amy an email on Friday calling her out on how shitty she was, after she crossed the line in an an email she sent me. I don't like to be childish and stoop to her level, but honestly sometimes you just can't let people act like that without consequences. Man that made me feel great, it sucks to keep things inside. I guess the truth hurts but, the weekend ended with Jeni emailing me to say we're never talking again...whatever I guess....looks like I'm drama free! That's some dead weight off the ole shoulders. I think it's just ironic for Jeni to be all "this is between you and me" in her last comment then stop talking to me because I told the truth to Amy which was "between me and Amy" is down right hilarious! Life's just full of surprises.....but I'm gonna keep rock'n on.

Finals are this week and next week for me, so looks like fun ahead. That means rotations are right around the corner.......then graduation........then real world. It's scary to know that soon I'll be looking for a house, a pimp car, and all that jazz. Wow.....the real world.....how glorious!

Mr. Erecto and Silver Bullets...Someone was at a Surprise Party!

I haven't been to a sex toy "surprise party" in a long time....oh how I forgot what a good ass time they are.

It was me and about 12 plus girls from school tonight at Jen and Heidi's apartment...oh yea stroking some crazy dildos and getting rubbed down with some kinky lotions tonight. It was honestly a really really good time with all those girls and I'm really glad I went.

All I'm going to say is that I brought nearly $70 worth of "love items" and Mike's going to be a very happy man this weekend when we celebrate an early Valentines Day! It already killing me and I want to tell him what I got him. I must be the world's worst gift giver since I always.....ALWAYS want to tell everyone what I got them. I hate waiting!

More good times are on the way since Karen and Heidi are having a little birthday bash together this Friday at Dave and Busters. YIPPY!

DROP IT !

Everyone and anyone...

I do not want one more comment.......NOT ONE......on this recent drama. I know I'm kind of wasting my "breathe" on this but in all honesty this is between me and Jeni. It orginially was going to be between me and...well me. I just wanted to get it off my chest and carry on. But these comments from Amy made me start thinking and over analyzing things and getting mad at Jeni when I shouldn't be.

I believe in a few days possibly Jeni and I will talk and get through this (things might never be quite the same again, but we'll have to see).

I just want everyone to butt OUT.....that means you AMY!

Good Stuff

Despite the drama this weekend...I did have one of the best weekends I had in a long long time. Not only did I get to drool over Rascal Flatts and all their glory, but I also am 110% sure more than ever I'm with my soulmate. Oh and Mike and I whipped out a stellar batch of rice krisipie treats ----nothing beats that! haha

This weekend was full of relaxing, which was exactly what I needed. Believe it or not grad school is a 24 hour a day job.

Mike took me to see Rascal Flatts on Saturday night as part of my Valentines Day present. They were amazing....they gave me chills down my spine.....and most of all the person I love more than anything in the world was there for me to enjoy it with. At times it felt as if it were a private concert for us and every love song was written about us, while he was holding me tight. It was the most perfect night.

We went to the anchor for their super bowl party and had a great time. There were just enough people there that it wasn't crowded and the people who were there were good times. We didn't win any money in our pools we were part of, but we made the most of the night.

Mike proved to me more than ever this weekend that he is exactly what I've been waiting for all my life. I couldn't ask for a more supportive, understanding, and loving boyfriend. I never have doubted that he was my soulmate, but now even more proof that he is. I've never felt so complete in my life as I do today.

As of today, I'm ready to focus on what life's really about (not just school haha.....like it has been lately....though it's been out of my control). And for the first time in a long time, I can't wait to get out there and practice pharmacy.....school's blinded me a this lately. I'm ready to change lives and feel accomplishment at the end of the day. I finally realized that I have so much to offer the healthcare system and I have the ability to make it better. I've earned this right and I've worked hard. I will be rewarded for my hardwork and from all the decisions I've made in my life.......I'm more than right on track.......I'm making something of myself. The best part is I'm going to have everything I've ever dreamed of and more. My life is just beginning and from here on out....I'm focusing on that!

Geez...

People are crazy....first of all.

In my last blog...I was using a blog for what's it for...getting your feelings out. Not once did I say anyone was a bad friend, picking a fight or I was mad at anyone. I was strictly upset, and stating that facts! I would not use my blog to "call someone out"... I just was using it to get my feelings out and not bottle them in. Honestly. I am more mature than that...we all know this. Plus, I don't think Jeni reads my blog anymore, since the only way I know is though comments!!!! A few hours later, when talking to Mike I even told him that I felt better getting it off my chest and that I was glad I wrote it since I felt better.

I understand that there are friends in everyone's life that you don't talk to as much as you should, but when you do talk you pick up right where you left off. Then there's other people in your life that you talk to on a regular basis since you see them more. I was just saying that it's upsetting to know when you're the one who makes time and thinks about that other person. I don't think it's too much to want to get back what you give sometimes. If that's considered selfish or "high maintenance", then we all guilty of this from time to time.

If anything Jeni should be taking that last post as a compliment that she means that much to me that it upsets me when we don't talk. Especailly, when I'm going through a rough time, that I haven't had time to blog about. One would have thought, since I was upset she'd want to know why and make things right. But if she doesn't that's her choice.

PS....there's always a reason why people get defensive; they don't do it for no reason. Good friends care when you're upset not jump all over you and try to make you feel worse. So thanks Amy for being that special someone.

Hurtful...

Have you ever noticed you were in a one sided relationship with a friend...then you stop calling just to see how long it will take them to call you for once?

I have and it's been an extremely hurtful process...but at least I know where I stand.

I know excuses will fly and I'm "busy" and whatever will come up. But I strongly believe it's not by chance that the week and a half I stop calling that they must be "too busy" to call.

I'm not going to let it get me down...I'm going to have a most beautiful weekend with my extremely loving boyfriend and Rascal Flatts. Yippy!